So.. I got the new backstreet boys CD the other day.. I fell in love with the entire CD.. the CD is called Never Gone.. and ugh it's so good! But I was actually listening to the song "Never Gone" on the Cd.. and oh my gosh.. i totally connected with it.. it says everything that I want to say to chris.. about him leaving.. it fits everything so perfectly.. it's so cute..


"Never Gone"

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone

No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone


Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life yeah)

Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye (yeah yeah)
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life)

Never gone, never far
In my heart (in my heart is where) is where you are (you are)
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are




So yea.. this is def the song that I dedicate to Chris.. lol I love it i love it i love it.. and when he's gone.. and i'm upset.. i'm just going to listen to that song.. and it will help me.. it already has.. lol but yea.. the last few days we have together.. are slipping by so quickly! i only have him for two more days.. and then he's gone.. it's so weird.. to think about it- but it's going to happen.. hopefully i'm ready for it! guess we'll find out..




<3 Always *Lp*